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HAYZ BUHAY

hmm…my life juz starting to fade, may be im not good enough to work things out, not really good of something else, …i hve many regrets of my life,i cant say… thats why im starting little by litlle to reach my goal and work things out which i wanted for so long and then i can prove to myself and to her,im good, or shud i say im doing very good… coz  honestly it is painful for me to see the most important person that ive been with my entire life was crying for me… i want to pay that love she gave me, i juz dont know where i shud begin…. iwant her to be happy! everytime shes scolding, i juz want to go away though it was wrong! i realized all she really wants is the best for me! i hope i can reach my goal and be successfull that she’s aiming for me…and i will be, and i wud do anything for her….

FREAKY DAY ahh today its not a nice day for me! u know what??? bcoz im freaking tired hihihi! (pero nakapaginternet pa n0h…hanep!!!) anywei, ive juz been at work and im here…erm..did i say internetshop, maybe u thinking, im talking some crap hahaha…but i dont know i juz want to talk i mean i want to tell something which i cannot say anywei….hehehe …it juz dont want to, but deep inside i really want to say, confusing isnt it..?!!! (are u confused already? hahaha) wierd….and im wierd….nothing to say, juz crap hihi!!! (oh phengz, ur in ur own world again!) hai…maybe i have to finished this story which doesnt have any intro or starting point…. (for you ill take care of myself, the way u care for me… for you i wont be pasaway gurl anymore…. and i will keep u in my heart forever thank you for being part of my life..goodbye and iloveu.)