pengzkuletz

err…I dont know where I am going to start, not sure either what is this all about. I think this is just something I would like you to feel about what I feel.

As time passes me by, I realized how much I missed you. Every day you are on my mind thinkin of you. I do often ask my self if do you get a chance to think of me too…or how often you call my name when you are sad…say it what was your heart wants to tell me?

you know its really hard to hide this feeling from someone you love. i want to tell you what are my feelings for you but my fear of rejection comes over me. I dont know what should I do or what should I say… all I want is you ,to love me the way I do.

I thought being hurt before is one of the tools from coping to my feelings right now, but I was wrong. ’til now Im still keeping your words inside me. I know loving you this way is taking all the risk…It is sad when I think of you holding hands with someone…made me cry and made me so jealous. *damn*

tell me…is this how we wil supposed to be…too far to reach…to far to hold each others hand…and to far to love you…why cant we be together like we were used to be…dont you think I’m being ridiculous of thinkin about you…yeah may be this is so deep, but this is me being inlove with you, not only a year not only a month but until
now. Though you rejected me it wasnt the reason for me to stop from loving you.

Only time can tell, how long I am gonna wait for you, for your smile, and for you love. I won’t beg you but I could ask you instead if you could smile for me? would you try to love me? and would you try to be with me?

what ever may happen to both of us…
I will always be Pengz.

Hey, there’s a look in your eyes
Must be love at first sight
You were just part of a dream
Nothing more so it seemed
But my love couldn’t wait much longer
Just can’t forget the picture of your smile
‘Coz everytime I close my eyes
You come alive

The closer I get to touching you
The closer I get to loving you
Give it a time
Just a little more time
We’ll be together
Every little smile
That special smile
The twinkle in your eye
In a little while
Give it a time
Just a little more time
So we can get closer
You and I

Then could I love you more
So much stronger than before
Why does it seem like a dream
So much more so it seems
I guess I found my inspiration
With just one smile, you take my breath away
So hold me close
And say you’ll stay with me now

The closer I get to touching you
The closer I get to loving you
Give it a time
Just a little more time
We’ll be together
Every little smile
That special smile
The twinkle in your eye
In a little while
Give it a time
Just a little more time
So we can get closer
You and I

i know you like this song (me too) that’s why I posted it in here. hoping i will get your attention from this song…*sigh* why i cant get you out of my head…very simple but its hard to do it. every day is sad without you, everyday I’m living with my own feelings…i must admit, i am inside of my own world….a world that i can see you, and hold you…though my feelings is real, I still cant be close to you but with my words i am sure ,one day ill be back for you, coz i love