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They:  How old are u again Pinky?

Me: Im 23

People: ( Oh really /Your kidding me) ..Oh I thought ur 14 or 15 or something!

Thats people reaction everytime i’ve been asked for my age.Yes,thats what people thinks about my age up til now. Isn’t that annoying?! Every people you meet they thought you are a kid who still attending High School ( Duh?!).  But if you ask me .. I dont know how I would describe when people say that Im still look like a kid. Sometimes I feel embarassed or upset, maybe bcoz most of womens who reaches the age of 20’s .. their appearance starting to get change or becoming more matured and look appealing,which is not in me. ( not happy ) .. Well, they’re right im not that matured to look at but, there is nothing i can do about it. Even I put some make up on, still the same, they still think im still 17, 16, or even 14. (waaaaaaah). *sigh* Some times I tried to put more make up and dressed up a bit sexy (duh!)just to see that this look like a kid , is already a Woman! ( got that?!) But that reminds me,I am not the only person who feel this way ( Am i right?!) bcoz there are a lot of asian too that who feels the same way. And for my observation, asian women or asian guys are look 5 yrs or 10 yrs younger than any people in other country (aren’t we lucky?!) I think we are, its because that we look younger than they are! Its no wander that Some people in other country esp white people, they wish they have younger face as asian and that got me to thinking, it isn’t bad that i have younger face. One of my friend says: maybe 5 yrs or more I will look prettier *blush* ( i think it was a compliments ahihihi) … arghh I wish its true..lolz! So guyz ( girls and boys) if you feel the same way as I do, maybe u have to look on the positive side of it.. Dont feel sorri if you feel left out bcoz  of you look young, just believe in yourself and think positive, ok? Just imagine if you are in 20’s ryt now, and 15 yrs after, you still look young. And The people would not believe that you got through to that age. Cool! Whatever it is being look young I recon its cute..

ehehehe saya saya! my brothers are coming to town! hehehe i mean they’re coming here (australia)! im so excited! wish k0h lang they wont treat me as baby hehe! peo i have to face it, im still they’re baby and muse wahahaha! waaaaaaaaaahhhh! i cant wait to see them, i miz them so much! and its gonna be winter here soon so it would be nice and cooler! hehehehe i want to see them freezing in winter hahaha! im trying imagine what they gonna look like when they feel the cold weather hihihi! oh my ths will be fun! i want to see them freezing and probably they gonna chilled to death hahaha and i already thinking how many clothes or jacket they’re gonna wear it! hahaha

hello ulit….hehehe papadalas ak0h dito n0h! well, im so bored at home thats why im here and knocking around hihihi! at the moment, im here in internet cafe, typing news or story about me which im gonna put here in my very pretty blog hehehe…even i cant take people’s attention for reading this at least i shared my simple story…hihihi( drama mo!!) hmm..attention to all my friends whos texting me, un pa rin number k0h (09194276603), pero sorry if im not even texting you back, mjo madalang lng kc me txt d2 eh…pero mgttxt ak0h minsan nga lang hehehe!! anywei kamuzta na lang and imiz you oL…

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goodness me! first of all, hi to evryone who is around there anywhere.. hope you have nice day today…and so am i, even im not! ok i tell you crap and this were it starts.. i applied for a certain job coz i thought they are hiring people who wants to work on the ff positions… so i rang this bloody company and they invited me for an interview. so i went there and i think they quite impressed, because i dressed up nicely and i answered all their question and sort of things they want to know what the best things im able to do…so i mentioned that i am applying for a cash handling career and i noticed they didnt even explain about it, but they mention about the training. yeah, im quite excited for my future career! so they lady who talked to me was alright, though she talks so fast like she’s been followed by 10 horses, shes done very wel… though i didnt quite understand which wasnt….good for me to start!! and after she explain evrything… she invited me again to have another interview and then i left.

so i went back and met some people at the agency, the manager incharge who talked to me, he introduced me to a  lady whos already working at their company and im getting excited…so she took for a ride and i noticed were not getting near where we supposed to go and when were half way through of melbourne, she explain to me that we are going every part of melbourne and woah… she took me at the end of melbourne which is miles and miles and miles from the melbourne city huhuhu and when we got there, we walk and walk and walk and visit evry ofice of melbourne and talk to evry person whos working in their particular ofices…waaaahhh!! im really upset, i feel like going home and im bored, and i’ve got cuts to my feet bcoz of walking! oh my…i hate it! i dont like marketing, i never want it! you can ask me to wash old peoples bum than doing marketing…

*sigh* hay… how come people lied about their business, and another problem was they didnt mentioned about going at the edge of melbourne…haller i have no car on my own!!i thought i will be in a shop and doing cash handling work but i doesnt, instead they put me on some bullshit marketing and it drives me crazy!!!…hmmp!… well anywei,here i am again, still looking for job, i hope ill get luck next time… what am i supposed to do, im alone, resting my life at home, i havent got friends here to lift me up….waaaahhh!!! i feel so useless!! huhuhuhu!!

well thats my story, i hope u enjoy to spend ur time reading this article ( was it article, really?) hehehe juz kidding…! anywei have a nice day and ingatz p0h kau lahat!! wabyu….