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1) A girl sitting upon a piece of wood near the seashore 

feeling the cool breeze that touches her face

The wind… she can hear it singing inside her ears

 

2) “What a lovely day” she says..

As she stays along and enjoys a beutiful summer

she looks up at the sky 

and sees hundreds of birds flying freely in the sky

 

3) She turns her eyes at the ocean, 

she feels the cool breeze again

it touches her..

She gently close her eyes and start saying…

 

4) “if only you can hear me, 

I will never be this lonely .. 

and if only i can fly like a bird .. 

i Will fly a thousand miles to where you were ..”

 

5) Then she gently opens her eyes, 

seein the big red oranged sun ready to settle down ..

Her eyes turns bright 

as she gets excited while the sun is settling down ..

 

6) While she is waiting for the suns to go down…

Her tears slowly dripping on the ground

reminding her the dearest one 

 

7) “If only you are here with me…

there’ll be no tears in my eyes”

She cries so hard… 

she cries out loud

 

8 ) her emotions are drowning her

as times pinching her heart 

while waiting for the one who is apart

 

9) She cries so hard, she cries out loud ..

until the sun is totaly settled down

 

10) The shen stood up and starts to walk

she hears some voices, a happy voices ..

she turns her head left and right

a happy couple is having a sweet flight 

 

11) the boy hugs the girl

the girl hugs the boy

she kisses him in his cheeks

then he kisses her in her lips

 

12) the girl who is alone

she walks along on her own

as she ignores that couple

her emotions have doubled

 

13) and the tears just fills her eyes…

she can no more hide it in disguise

“If only you’re here, 

I will be happy as the girl infront of me

 

14) She looks again at the ocean

seeing the big red orange sunset

that covers the ocean

that covers the sands

 

15) Here she is standing infront of it

Looking at the beautiful sunset

She cries so hard

she cries out loud

 

16) “oh my beautiful sunset ..

why it is you reminding me ..

the one who is dearest to me? 

 

17) I cries so hard, 

i cries out loud

if only i can ask

with you, its all i want to ask

 

18) When i feel the breeze

I knew you are touching me

when i heard the wind

i knew you whispered in my ear

 

19) When I saw the clouds hanging from above

My hopes doesnt change to feel your love

Seeing the sun settled down

I think that is you with me til the dawn

 

20) oh beautiful sunset ..

why it is you reminding me..

the one who is dearest to me

 

21) My heart always cries

my tears always fills my eyes

as we live in different time

we both went through a difficult ride

 

22) I cried so hard, i cried out loud

i’ll keep holding on as my life goes on

you’ll be my sunset until its on..

 

Ok, this is another poem i made and as you read this poem, it is quite emotional. The scenario of this poem is about searching and hoping for love. Searching because this is about a girl who is inlove to someone that she cant barely see and touch. So the confliction of  loving someone who is apart, it is very difficult for her  but despite of difficulties and loneliness, she is trying to be strong for the sake of someone she loves. Yes it is basically distant love ( you can say that).

Hoping because, she has faith with him, she felt complete and she wants to be with him. It seems that it doesn’t matter with her, if she could end up hurt. As long that she feels that love, it’ll gives her confident to stay and to be with him in the long run

::pengz

The truth,i was in blue;

You sudden came in out of the blue

I’ve been fed up with wrong choice

‘Till i heard your whispered voice

 

 

You looked up at me and hold my arms;

I stunned,speechless with you charm.

If it wont be without you,my heart still insane;

my life still the same and something hasn’t changed

 

 

The world is unsure ,if something occur 

and you too, aren’t sure,

dont forget to look for me

coz u know my love is pure

 

 

Though world is very cruel

They want us to be lured

We’ll escape from this cold fold;

so i can take you to my own world

 

 

A world that out of nowhere

No intruders. No snares

Peacefully we build somewhere,a love can share;

This moment, you and i, no one can bear

 

 

You is the greatest

You are my bestest

no need for mic test mic test

coz they knew im talking about Jamez 

 

 

 

o_0 Pengz 0_o

 

I just made this poem 2 hours ago (hehe), I had a bit of trouble on translating this phrase ” kung wala ka or kung hindi dahil sau” ( hehehe ). I dont know, i just forgot the english term ( arggh). Anyway I put the english term whateve it came to my mind, i dont know if you ( people who read this)  can understand the meaning of my poem. i know, its kinda messy, also im not sure about the title. Maybe you can suggest a proper title if you have something in your mind. First I made this because i am inspired, you can see, i put his name down at the end of my poem. ( hehehe )

2nd reason i am bored at the moment, nothing much to do at home, so thats it! thats only the reason i can think of harharhar .. 

Enjoy reading my poem and dont forget to leave some comment. love lotz to all.CIAO!

P.s ( i love you honeyjamezkeww :”>)

err…I dont know where I am going to start, not sure either what is this all about. I think this is just something I would like you to feel about what I feel.

As time passes me by, I realized how much I missed you. Every day you are on my mind thinkin of you. I do often ask my self if do you get a chance to think of me too…or how often you call my name when you are sad…say it what was your heart wants to tell me?

you know its really hard to hide this feeling from someone you love. i want to tell you what are my feelings for you but my fear of rejection comes over me. I dont know what should I do or what should I say… all I want is you ,to love me the way I do.

I thought being hurt before is one of the tools from coping to my feelings right now, but I was wrong. ’til now Im still keeping your words inside me. I know loving you this way is taking all the risk…It is sad when I think of you holding hands with someone…made me cry and made me so jealous. *damn*

tell me…is this how we wil supposed to be…too far to reach…to far to hold each others hand…and to far to love you…why cant we be together like we were used to be…dont you think I’m being ridiculous of thinkin about you…yeah may be this is so deep, but this is me being inlove with you, not only a year not only a month but until
now. Though you rejected me it wasnt the reason for me to stop from loving you.

Only time can tell, how long I am gonna wait for you, for your smile, and for you love. I won’t beg you but I could ask you instead if you could smile for me? would you try to love me? and would you try to be with me?

what ever may happen to both of us…
I will always be Pengz.

Hey, there’s a look in your eyes
Must be love at first sight
You were just part of a dream
Nothing more so it seemed
But my love couldn’t wait much longer
Just can’t forget the picture of your smile
‘Coz everytime I close my eyes
You come alive

The closer I get to touching you
The closer I get to loving you
Give it a time
Just a little more time
We’ll be together
Every little smile
That special smile
The twinkle in your eye
In a little while
Give it a time
Just a little more time
So we can get closer
You and I

Then could I love you more
So much stronger than before
Why does it seem like a dream
So much more so it seems
I guess I found my inspiration
With just one smile, you take my breath away
So hold me close
And say you’ll stay with me now

The closer I get to touching you
The closer I get to loving you
Give it a time
Just a little more time
We’ll be together
Every little smile
That special smile
The twinkle in your eye
In a little while
Give it a time
Just a little more time
So we can get closer
You and I

i know you like this song (me too) that’s why I posted it in here. hoping i will get your attention from this song…*sigh* why i cant get you out of my head…very simple but its hard to do it. every day is sad without you, everyday I’m living with my own feelings…i must admit, i am inside of my own world….a world that i can see you, and hold you…though my feelings is real, I still cant be close to you but with my words i am sure ,one day ill be back for you, coz i love

i’m still awake when i was thinkin of you

i thought this would be easy

nor i couldnt sleep because of you

juz wanting to say i am missing you

i am the one who brought you here

but is it me that i am hurting?

i thought of the past you’ve made me smile

i cant stand to let you go even for awhile

this is not what i want

i couldnt say yes and i couldnt say i cant

this wasnt i supposed to feel

but juz thinkin of you, i feel so weak

i know i am free to leave

wishing the best i could live

this means i have to go

and get rid off the pain, i have to

but when i saw your tears

i couldnt stand the voice from my ears

tears of your heart crying

i felt so bad from lying

confession:

i had deny the truth of my feelings

because we’re apart of miles away

kisses and hugs that i earned

it’ll be worthless if u have me as ur owned

but believing from this

i think its juz hopeless

i know myself “iloveyou”

but my heart tellin me i need to go