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HAYZ BUHAY

hmm…my life juz starting to fade, may be im not good enough to work things out, not really good of something else, …i hve many regrets of my life,i cant say… thats why im starting little by litlle to reach my goal and work things out which i wanted for so long and then i can prove to myself and to her,im good, or shud i say im doing very good… coz  honestly it is painful for me to see the most important person that ive been with my entire life was crying for me… i want to pay that love she gave me, i juz dont know where i shud begin…. iwant her to be happy! everytime shes scolding, i juz want to go away though it was wrong! i realized all she really wants is the best for me! i hope i can reach my goal and be successfull that she’s aiming for me…and i will be, and i wud do anything for her….

goodness me! first of all, hi to evryone who is around there anywhere.. hope you have nice day today…and so am i, even im not! ok i tell you crap and this were it starts.. i applied for a certain job coz i thought they are hiring people who wants to work on the ff positions… so i rang this bloody company and they invited me for an interview. so i went there and i think they quite impressed, because i dressed up nicely and i answered all their question and sort of things they want to know what the best things im able to do…so i mentioned that i am applying for a cash handling career and i noticed they didnt even explain about it, but they mention about the training. yeah, im quite excited for my future career! so they lady who talked to me was alright, though she talks so fast like she’s been followed by 10 horses, shes done very wel… though i didnt quite understand which wasnt….good for me to start!! and after she explain evrything… she invited me again to have another interview and then i left.

so i went back and met some people at the agency, the manager incharge who talked to me, he introduced me to a  lady whos already working at their company and im getting excited…so she took for a ride and i noticed were not getting near where we supposed to go and when were half way through of melbourne, she explain to me that we are going every part of melbourne and woah… she took me at the end of melbourne which is miles and miles and miles from the melbourne city huhuhu and when we got there, we walk and walk and walk and visit evry ofice of melbourne and talk to evry person whos working in their particular ofices…waaaahhh!! im really upset, i feel like going home and im bored, and i’ve got cuts to my feet bcoz of walking! oh my…i hate it! i dont like marketing, i never want it! you can ask me to wash old peoples bum than doing marketing…

*sigh* hay… how come people lied about their business, and another problem was they didnt mentioned about going at the edge of melbourne…haller i have no car on my own!!i thought i will be in a shop and doing cash handling work but i doesnt, instead they put me on some bullshit marketing and it drives me crazy!!!…hmmp!… well anywei,here i am again, still looking for job, i hope ill get luck next time… what am i supposed to do, im alone, resting my life at home, i havent got friends here to lift me up….waaaahhh!!! i feel so useless!! huhuhuhu!!

well thats my story, i hope u enjoy to spend ur time reading this article ( was it article, really?) hehehe juz kidding…! anywei have a nice day and ingatz p0h kau lahat!! wabyu….